2010年1月21日星期四

End....

Hmmm...
终于都结束了。。
我真得很累了。。
我觉得啦,和你一起是有点辛苦。
我也已经撑不下去了。
我会放弃也是想了很久很久,我应不应该放弃。
到我很不想放弃的时候,我身边出现了一个对我很贴心很温柔很细心的男人。
我生病了,他很照顾我。
他会第一时间出现在我眼前。
我有事他会帮我顶。。(喝酒)
他会无时无刻的陪着我。。
我不明白为什么你身边的朋友会这么认为我是那么爱钱的人?
为什么?
我想不透也猜不明。。究竟是为了什么。。
或许没有人知道我们之间发生了什么事就胡言乱语。。
我讨厌这种感觉。。
我很享受现在的生活。。
无忧无虑的。。
好自在。。。
或许有些人会觉得,为什么我会这么快的喜欢上一个人。。
我自己也不知道。。
也许是被他感动了。。
我只能对你说‘对不起’。。
我相信你一定能熬的过。。






说真的。。
和你一起的日子也很开心。。
我很愿意的为你付出。。
还记得,
我为了要见你。
一个人坐车去找你。。
那时真得很危险。。
又下雨,好刺激。。哈哈
或许我感受不到你的安全感。。
害怕你不能给我幸福。。
害怕你找别的。。
对你此中没放心过。。
很对不起。。






有时候的我真得很野蛮。。
让你也觉得辛苦。。
Im sorry。。。



我知道有时我真得很烦很烦。。
一直打扰你,真得很对不起。。
我知道你不让我喝酒是为我好。
也知道你对那件事有所保留。。
我知道你心里很不爽。
但,这已变成过去。。
我也不想提。。
说真的,我听见你说,你要为我报仇我很开心。。
但你不值得这么做。。
我不想因为你帮我报仇而被你家人误会了我。。
不想因为我把你搞到不开心。。




我不会让你担心我的。。
你要好好照顾自己。。
你若想找我聊天我都可以。。
你若想打给我都可以。。
我电话随时on着。。



我爱你已成为过去。。
我还是会想着你。。
祝你幸福快乐。。
记得。照顾自己。。。





再见了。。。





1 条评论:

  1. I read yr blog oready... Forgething our relationship is really pain and hard and i know everyone is thinking tht you like money is because you suddenly break and wit a 31 years old boy together and i also like tht on the 1st time bt then when hear you say like tht i believe you, i know i did't do the promises tht i promise wit you, i know sometimes you annoying me is because you needed some one to company you and when you were sick i really wanted to let you see tht i'm the 1st one on yr side company you. I know you are tired of waiting and i know you always think i will leave you, bt than if i wanted to leave you, i won't wait until i'm at here and now look for another girl, i would leave you on the day tht i'm still in kk. Ya i still remember you take the cup one person just to go kk meet me and a company me, i worry you so much really on tht time, i really very scared tht something happen to you and when sawing you walk down the bus i was so happy bt the worry ness is still in me bt i don't wan you to know is because i scare you will laugh at me and say me. And i know tht i did't give you any safety wit me, is because i only know how to keep busy wit my friends, this feelings i really wanted wan to give you bt i can't cause i really dunno how to make you safe really i scared i do wrong you'll be very unhappy and make you up sad, and telling you the truth tht i really wanted to take the second chances to prove it to you and i know you felt how annoyed i am and makes you felt stress i'm so hurt broken. and seeing you like tht i'm so hurt broken and tht's why i let you go now, really if i can turn back time i really wanted to company and do all the things tht i had never done for you, bt i know tis will never happen. Telling you the truth last nite i really cry when i type all the msges to make all my friends to stop worrying me, i know you wanted me to let this relationship go just like tht bt i can tell you i really cannot, memories i will still think and i'm sorry to tell you tht i really can't forget. Bt i'll wait for my second chance just to be back wit you Tht's why i called you don't stop writing yr blog... If winning you back now i sure can say i cannot cause you oready lost confidents trusting me bt i still will look for you when chinese new year bt i will not bring you out...

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